Waiting for myself to move
but since I don’t I never do.
Caught in a feedback loop,
waiting for permissions, or instructions,
an off ramp.
Off ramp into a holding pattern
a queue, a traffic jam not all going in the same direction
these converging paths are multidimensional
I don’t know if it will ever clear, or make sense.
Running away is no longer an option
what we need is on the other side of this mess
So big, it’s gravity pulls us back even if we do try an escape.
So we wait